I really can't express how I feel right now.
I feel the sadness deeply embedded within me, and it's eating me alive. I know that this will just be temporary but it's not enough to make me feel better. Not a bit. Even if you always tell me that nothing will change, I'm still afraid. You can't control your own feelings, after all.
I think I'll be having the worst summer of my life. Oh well, at least I'll have Physics 71 to keep my thoughts preoccupied.