I can write better than I speak. Daring. Rebellious. Bitchy. Would rather choose pitbulls over chihuahuas. I'm a war of
head vs. heart. Somehow emotionally unstable. I'm a lot to deal with. Speak sarcasm as a second language. I like hopeful street art. Seconds from breaking. I will get lots of tattoos as soon as I turn 18.
Bookworm, World traveller, Walking talking paradox, Adrenaline junkie, Hopeless romantic, Realist & a Dreamer; never a realistic dreamer, Atheist, Music literate, Animal lover. Will try anything at least once.
I've made so many mistakes. Barely take anything personally or seriously. Am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions. Like everyone but don't trust them. Wild child full of grace. My future will never be tied to anyone who feels like they can just get up and leave and never look back. Very very low bullshit tolerance. A raging bitch with a heart of gold.
survival secret:
it gets worse before it gets better;
- so try not to panic.
I over-analyze the smallest of things. I've never seen a smiling face that isn't beautiful. Fuck anything that doesn't make you happy. Awake at night, dreaming on days. Simple in the most complicating way. Fucked up my life quite a lot. Sometimes I don't even want to be alive, but the thing is I've got a million reasons to be alive, I just haven't found them yet. Too caught up with all the thoughts in my broken head. Lost but still breathing. Physically okay; emotionally ruined.
Hope for the best and expect the worst. Quite contemporary, full of adventure.I act like shit doesn't phase me but my insecurities could eat me alive. Live for rainy morning, window seats, starlit nights and long tight hugs. I am neither ladylike, nor am I manly. Have been broken before; know what it's like to not be able to smile.I'm something else together, there are so many different ways to be beautiful. I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
Be there for me and I'll stand by you no matter how hard everything gets. Certified potterhead; Dieter Laser fan. Trying to be a better person but wouldn't give a fuck if you're offended.I am in repair; not together but getting there. I could tell you everything about me and you still wouldn't know me. Secretly falling apart. I'm not good at expressing feelings, so I keep everything bottled inside. In a lot of ways, I hate myself. Perfectly destroyed. A little of heart and a whole lot of soul.
There are a million reasons to love me and there are a million reasons to hate me; pick one.
I'm maturing, not changing; I promise.
quote to live by:
carpe diem (seize the day)
make your life extraordinary.
"I know I'm not easy to understand. I know I keep a lot inside and I know I'm not the easiest person to read, but that's okay, because even though there's a lot about me you'll never know, there's a hell of a lot of me you can learn to love."
