I'm meeting an old acquaintance for coffee next week & I am so fat. Then I'm also meeting up with a friend in 2 weeks and ill still be fat! There is no way I will be able to do anything about it in this short time :(
I'll need a miracle.
Best I can hope for is some tone up if run every day & drop some water weight.
Why does it have to be so hard to fight my thick thighs and why do I care so fucking much??
Jonathan and our two house mates (male) all said that Zooey deschanel is their ideal perfect shape/woman/personality. And Jonathan said that I am like her. Which should have made me feel amazing. But all I could think of was that I didn't consider her thin. I think shes awesome and cool and quirky, but I said I would want to be thinner than her & thought she would be hotter being thinner. And they all disagreed with me. So who's right??
I so wish I could be happy with how I look. Why does being thin matter so much?
But. Back to the goal at hand. Run, low cal, lots of water, no junk food etc etc until Xmas. Then can have Xmas day off, then thin thin thin for when I go home in jan...
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